What's Current

   It's now 3:17 am and I am tired. I managed about 4 hours of sleep. I just brushed my hair. It's been a few days. I need to go to the bathroom and I'm hungry. I'm debating the meal. Should I do pork ramen or peanut butter jelly sammy... maybe both? lol I also feel the need for deoderant. My pits feel "sticky". Yuck. For now I am safe and I am warm. I have a blanket on me and Piper kitty is next to me. I could put some socks on and a sweater to be a little warmer. Car still wont start. Needs a jump or charge, gas and of course insurance. In 11 days it will be a year since Bob died. When my hell broke loose. It really has been a fight to survive and now I'm finally feeling like writing/talking about it. I am slowly healing yet I am still fighting to get housing, etc. This site will slowly but surely be done. I hope it will be before the end of October as that is when it expires and I lose the site because I have no money. I've already lost a LOT (about 95%) of my "things". What's one more? Anyway, I need to take my psych meds and hopefully get more sleep. Blessed be and keep sweet.