Example: I have been doing some genealogy research. Of course this brings up memories for me. In the last week I did have a phone conversation with one female cousin that confirmed certain things. Another cousin refuses to acknowledge a certain being and in fact messaged me to no longer "tag" her in certain posts on FB. I don't blame this step-cousin at all as even I don't have fond memories of this person that has been dead since 1999.
My day started out as nonchalant. By near 2:00 p.m. It became good/great! I was enjoying the nice warm weather, the blue sky (no clouds) then the therapist was kind of pissy. I was late for the bus so I ended up late in getting home.
And I really had a good emotional day going! Well... fuck that! Therapist was pissy, landlord was pissy and a step cousin was pissy.
I will try to write more once I get some actual/factual solid sleep. I've been eating very little and basically getting about 5 hours of sleep each night. I am tiresome from waking up to the nightmare of my step-grandfather.